My Normal Day !

My Normal Day !

Eyes opened ! Here I am awake ! Wow !

What a joy and fun to be awake , aware and conscious that I am !

As I look around , I am enjoying how my body , thoughts , feelings and all things around become meaningful !

A moment ago I was elsewhere !

Yes , I remember that I was dreaming ! Was I ?! 

I also feel rested , fresh and energized ! What I ? Which I ?

As I get up , I am always fascinated with everything !

Feel like a child ! Wondering how come I slept or who induced sleep or how , why and just amazed !

As I walk around my place , I keep looking at things as though I am seeing them for the first time !

I remember seeing them but remembering and seeing them again is very different !

There is a certain kind of freshness , alife and realness !

Drinking a glass of water is just out of this world !

So wonderful and satisfying .

By now , you must be thinking I am some weird guy !

Maybe I am ! 

I rather be crazy or weird then so called normal as most are .

There is a certain fullness in everything !

I feel connected to everything and everybody !

Want to hug everyone , but is going to make me really appear crazy ! So , I mentally go around expressing my love ! 

Have plenty of that ! I am talking of love now !

A bird , a lizard , a cockroach , an ant , leaves , plants and all around me is magic !

Don't ask me to explain ?! I just feel that magical joy of all !

Walking , sitting , showering , eating , working , lying down are events that are all so fun !

They all are so complete in themselves !

Everything around seems perfect ! That really feels weird !

I Am just being most of the time !

Peaceful , contented , satisfied and happy !

Let me share a secret with you . 

I have thoughts that are often questioning my happy and peaceful being !!

I just smile and let them pass away to where they go !

I don't know from where they come !

Oh , yes , I noticed a certain program like idea or concepts hanging around !!

I just may entertain them sometimes but usually just walk pass !!

That is my life and living everyday !

You can put me into any slot or label , it means little to me !

I , just Am !

Just passing through !

Take care and love you more then you understand !

Amar.