Can We Create Our Reality ?!
Let me share some of my personal stories and see how they come across to you ?
I have used 2 words , create and reality above .
Create is something that you or me can do . We are all creative beings . We can create physical and non physical things and forms all the time . Create a painting . Write a creative book . Create a good impression . Create a good mood by doing this or that ! I feel good and happy when I am with so and so or doing things that I like . So , we can create .
What is reality ?
Is it the same for everybody ?
A person living in a hut and struggling to just find food . He is poor and always struggling . He feels that is his reality .
A person living in a palace . He is rich and has all material comforts . That is his reality .
What , if can switch their roles !
Both will be shocked ! It is not their reality ! The poor man will find it hard to see himself in a palace!
The rich person too will feel shocked and not accept his reality !
Is our reality solid and physical or is it a set of beliefs , ideas and thoughts ?
One person beliefs that giving up all his material comforts and living in a cave will take him towards the meaning of life .
Another beliefs that having as much material will bring that illusive joy or happiness in life !
That is their realities !
Our realities are not the same !
We have separate realities and yet think it is the same for all !
Is that your experience ?
One day , an important exam was going to take place . All my class mates were studying and feeling very stressed ! I could feel the tension around . The fear and expectation to pass was very real .
As I pondered the situation , I decided that I want to fail and experience that feeling ! So , I handed in a blank paper to the shock of my classmates and teachers . My teachers tried to coax me to at least write something or they warned that I will get no marks at all ! I told them that I am ready and prepared for that ! They simply could not understand me . I walked out from the examination hall feeling very satisfied and joyful !! I had achieved what I wanted to experience ! I walked out among trees , seeing the blue sky , birds and the beautiful sun . People out in the streets were going about their life happily . That was their reality .
I sat in a small stall while having coffee and reflected on my action and situation .
I felt very peaceful and contented ! I realised that I will decide how I am going to live my life .
I will live on my terms and take full responsibility for all my livings !
A few months later , when my teachers and classmates felt that I was a weak student or simply careless , I decided to study and sat for my exams . I knew I had done well as I could answer all the questions easily .
When the results came they did not expect much from me . I simple sat back and enjoyed !
I nearly topped the University ! I was 3rd in the University !
Nobody could understand . they were shocked and surprised . Not me !
My reality was very different .
At another stage of my life , I had this very strong feelings and visions that my father was going to die! I was thousands of miles in India and my father worked as a doctor in an island called Borneo , part of Malaysia . I kept writing to him and he kept informing me to study for my coming exams and get through to become a doctor . I was a medical student in the final year.
I told my classmates , teachers about my very strong feelings , visions and all ! They just could not understand my reality ! Told me to just get ready for the exams .
Finally , one night , against all odds and advice , I just decided to run away in the middle of the night to go to my father ! That is really a very strange and crazy move from the normal way of living !
Even my father kept insisting that he is okay !
I simply trusted my reality !
There , I was flying to Malaysia from India to see my father who I feel was going to die !!
Left my final exams against ever ones reality , even my own father who was a doctor too !
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What do you think happened ?!!
He was dying of Leukaemia !! He died about 2 months after I was with him !!
Thank , whatever , I was able to really be with my wonderful father before he passed on !
That was and is my reality !
I have come to accept that my reality is my unique reality within the same world of others !
Let me explain further : I live in Kuala Lumpur now . My KL is unique to me ! You cannot live in my KL !! You cannot even share the same room that I live in ! My space and time is only mine !!
My life and living is unique to me and my ways ! I am always happy , peaceful and contented ! It has nothing to do with my external circumstances !! They keep changing , but I am always the same !!
Can you get a drift of my sharing ?!
I feel and experience myself as an energy being !! The physical form and all outside is ever changing ! I Am the same !! Always just being and aware !
So , my reality is my choice !
Sorry , this topic is abit strange and twisted at the mind level !
Til we meet again . Take care .
Love. Amar.
I sat in a small stall while having coffee and reflected on my action and situation .
I felt very peaceful and contented ! I realised that I will decide how I am going to live my life .
I will live on my terms and take full responsibility for all my livings !
A few months later , when my teachers and classmates felt that I was a weak student or simply careless , I decided to study and sat for my exams . I knew I had done well as I could answer all the questions easily .
When the results came they did not expect much from me . I simple sat back and enjoyed !
I nearly topped the University ! I was 3rd in the University !
Nobody could understand . they were shocked and surprised . Not me !
My reality was very different .
At another stage of my life , I had this very strong feelings and visions that my father was going to die! I was thousands of miles in India and my father worked as a doctor in an island called Borneo , part of Malaysia . I kept writing to him and he kept informing me to study for my coming exams and get through to become a doctor . I was a medical student in the final year.
I told my classmates , teachers about my very strong feelings , visions and all ! They just could not understand my reality ! Told me to just get ready for the exams .
Finally , one night , against all odds and advice , I just decided to run away in the middle of the night to go to my father ! That is really a very strange and crazy move from the normal way of living !
Even my father kept insisting that he is okay !
I simply trusted my reality !
There , I was flying to Malaysia from India to see my father who I feel was going to die !!
Left my final exams against ever ones reality , even my own father who was a doctor too !
He was dying of Leukaemia !! He died about 2 months after I was with him !!
Thank , whatever , I was able to really be with my wonderful father before he passed on !
That was and is my reality !
I have come to accept that my reality is my unique reality within the same world of others !
Let me explain further : I live in Kuala Lumpur now . My KL is unique to me ! You cannot live in my KL !! You cannot even share the same room that I live in ! My space and time is only mine !!
My life and living is unique to me and my ways ! I am always happy , peaceful and contented ! It has nothing to do with my external circumstances !! They keep changing , but I am always the same !!
Can you get a drift of my sharing ?!
I feel and experience myself as an energy being !! The physical form and all outside is ever changing ! I Am the same !! Always just being and aware !
So , my reality is my choice !
Sorry , this topic is abit strange and twisted at the mind level !
Til we meet again . Take care .
Love. Amar.
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