Spiritual Being Having a Human Experience .

Spiritual Being having a Human Experience .

As my eyes opened , I looked around my bedroom . Everything was known to me, yet , something very wonderful and utterly unbelievable was happening . I was so aware of being in the moment .

The presence of being in that moment that we normally call now was just amazing.

Here I was in the very essence of being in the now !

We all are all in the same situation very moment yet for a very strange reason we are going on living in the identity of the form that is mostly expressing the past thought process onto a future that is all in our thoughts !

We are actually living life in our thoughts and feelings that are expressed or generated by our thinking.

From these thoughts we create beliefs and conditions that becomes our reality and truth.

Then we live our life according to those conditions and beliefs.

So , what we call living is a program set by our thought forms . We identify with these forms and that is who or what we become .

Then for the rest of our life we go on living on those terms and call that a great wonderful life .

A life of 70 to 80 years repeating the same things again and again . Up in the morning , brush teeth , shower and run off to office , eat , sleep , have children , get old and then die one day .

We celebrate this merry go round and feel we are living . This is the great drama of illusion . 

Anyway , coming to my morning , I just became aware that I am an energy that is formless and conscious that is merely extending and expressing through this physical form that is ever changing to slowly crumple away .

Why is it important that I know or understand this ?

Further , why is it important that I share this with you ?

What is my gain or motive in telling you all this ?

Because you , me and all are the same energy . 

There is that one feeling of being that is all .

There is nothing you or for that matter anyone can give me !

The form being limited has needs and wants .

It is time bound.

Me as energy being is formless and beyond time !

It all sounds crazy now as you read this .

When you experience this reality , you will then come to realise what all realised beings were talking about .

I will end now as my main point has been shared . 

If you accept my story as real or true , then what are you going to do about it ?

Otherwise is just another crazy person's

weird blog .

Take care. Love.

Amar.

What does number one mean in our life ?

What does number one mean in our life ?

Being number one in our life means so much . 

The honour , respect , value and position has taken a whole meaning in life .

Being the first born . The first in any game of life .  The first person to climb this or that .

The seeds of competition are sown so early in our culture and civilisation .

The seeds of separation , of resentment , jealousy , anger and hatred all start with a very small seed .

As that seed starts to grow  the  plant is not going to bring any lasting joy or peace .

There will always be that feelings of not being number one .

I first born child is held in a special position and honour .

He becomes the heir to the kingdom !

Now , can we see what we have done to the very nature of oneness and unity ?

The number one label is the sad position that divides and creates so much of negativity .

We have actually glorified separation and completion and wonder why we are so divided and miserable in life .

The whole culture around number one is very strange and weird !

Number one means that we are still following a law of the jungle .

The strongest will have the lions's share . The strongest is the leader . The strongest will father the most off springs . 

It seems good and natural .

That is the way of the jungle !

Are we jungle people still ?

what about our culture of love , caring and sharing ?

That law of the jungle had it's function , but in the wild or jungle .

As a social being , we have brought more pain and suffering upon us .

We all talk of unity being strong yet we are doing the very opposite !

The very roots of the capital system is one of completion and winner gets all .

Then we wonder why we have all this fights and chaos .

If we have a packing order ,we will always have this state of affairs .

So , stop expecting love and peace in this chaotic system .

We are responsible for our state of affairs . 

Either we live it or change it !

We simply cannot have both !

Enjoy life .
Take care.
Amar.

Synchronicity , Coincidence and Unus Mundus .

Synchronicity , Coincidence and Unus Mundus .

We all can quite easily relate to coincidence in our life . We have such experiences and call it a chance occurrence . 

In the law of probability , the chance occurrence appears strange and dismissed as one of those things in life where we cannot have a simple explanation .

Coincidence is very unsettling to our simple , ordinary living .

Synchronicity is the experience of two or more events that happen meaningful without a simple cause.

Carl Jung , a Swiss Psychologist, described such events happening as coincidence with meaning and called it Synchronicity in 1920 .

He kept thinking and working on his idea and in 1951 , he gave a lecture with Wolfgang Pauli , a Nobel laureate physicist . This deep relationship of happenings that were meaningful had Jung discussing these thoughts with Albert Einstein and Wolfgang Pauli . Jung believed that there was a relationship between  Relative theory , Quantum mechanics and our state of consciousness .

Jung believed that life is not a series of random events but rather an expression of a deeper order which he and Pauli referred to as ' Unus Mundus ' .

It appears that there is a real deeper Oneness of all nature and that to is the experience of spiritual awakening !

Mystics from all traditions and ages all shared a feeling of being connected in Oneness to all .

I have my own personal experiences which I will share on some other occasion .

Infact , in my blogs I have shared several of such coincidences in my life .

This will do for the time being.

Explore your own life experiences and see if you too have experienced such synchronicity ?

Take care .

Love.

Amar.

Identity becomes Your Reality !

Identity becomes Your Reality !

Have you ever wondered how identity actually becomes your reality ?!

When you identify with something you become that !

That something can be physical or even non physical !

Usually it is non physical in nature !

If you just think slowly and understand what is identity , you will start to see my point !

Identity is how you can see , feel or accept yourself as whatever you think you are .

I am a man . I am a doctor . I am a father . I am a Hindu . I am an Asian .

All the above labels or statements are my different identities !

We have many identities , some very strong and some not so !
When one is identified with a role , a skill or a position , it becomes all consuming .
All ones mental , psychic , physical  or any other form of energy is focused and fully in that identified form .
One feels , thinks and behaviour in that from .
If one is fully satisfied and is enjoying  ones identity , then that is the reality !
Nothing right or wrong in that . That is the way of life and living .
Now to go into an example to make a point in my identity issue .
Let me  give one example and show you what I am attempting to express .
Take the story of The Buddha .
He was a prince . A royal lifestyle  . All comforts and luxurious that one can have in the physical form .  As a human what more do one need to enjoy !
In such a full on and powerful identity  one should be completely enjoying  one's identity and role !
Yet , here he was not fully in his form or identity !
Always wondering , thinking and pondering what his life or identity means in the bigger scheme of things !
It shows that he was not living fully in his identity !
He had many doubts and questions about his life and role !
That made all the difference to his life .
He never felt one with his identity !
His reality was being questioned  by him and that lead to the legend of The Buddha !
Is identity  one's reality !
If you are happy and contented , then you will live in that reality !
If , you have doubts , then there is always a possibility for change or more to that reality .
Just take some time and ponder , what is reality or real ?
Is there one reality for all humans ?
Such questions are useful to awaken us from a belief system or conditions that we were programmed from birth.
If you are happy being whoever you are , then it is good and live your good life .
If you are always wondering and reflecting as to what is going on in your life , then you are going to enjoy the adventures of seeking your real nature .
Those who are sleeping and living a dream life , it is good.
Others who are slowly awakening , they are the ones wondering what is all this life about and do most feel a deeper sense of being empty or alone .
What if your reality or identity is beyond all forms ?
You are that is , was and will be . In other words you are a timeless being that is just pure awareness .
Is there such a possiblity ?
If one can have such a concept , then can that be a reality ?
Just take time to think , feel and reflect ?
Enjoy this wonderful life and living .
Take care. Love.
Amar.

The News Media and The Real Everyday Life !

 The News Media and The Real Everyday Life ! 

I just  witnessed an experience where the news  media had one need and reality and the real everyday life had another !

The news  media was practically milking every drop and stretching the incident as much as they could to  prove their rating and coverage .

Well , that is how we are living in today's world .

The ordinary , average people have a very different way to the reality that they are seeing .

The news media with their breaking news items and other extensive coverage creates an interesting story to sell or to tell .

The people hear a news item and they accept it rather calmly and go about their day to day routine .

What can they do ? 

what can you do ?

I first sat glued watching the breaking news and all the non-stop news that just went on and on . 

The news media have a way of just going on with one new clip after another . One new interview after another .

It just gets so overwhelming and tiring that one is left exhausted listening and watching the media .

Thet have endless mini angles to the major event . Details of all sorts , experts are suddenly called from thin air to give their views . So many experts on every issue . Some agreeing and disagreeing to agree !

It is a news media circus !

I final sat and realised that if I don't take control of myself , they are going to pull me into their very strange and virtual world .

I switched off the news media !

Went out for a walk and a meal . 

People were walking about and doing their everyday stuff . They were doing their work as they did always . The shops were open . Customers came and went about doing their shopping .

I went to my usual eatery and had my lunch as usual without any fuss or excitement .

Yes , I did hear one or two people talk very casually and went on with their meals .

Walked back to my clinic and just sat down quietly .

The new media was closed . The people were out doing their everyday activities .

I just sat quietly and slowly drifted into my inner stillness !

Nothing seems to matter any more !

Life just flows on in its own usual pattern .

I got up from my quiet place and had a cup of  coffee . 

Listened to some soft music and wondered . 

Thoughts of this or that came and went .

I was again peaceful and enjoyed my present moment  !
There are so many levels to our experience in life .
After some understanding I come to the realisation that what is going to happen is going to happen .
Either I accept it or resist it .
Acceptance brings some peace and relief .
Resistance only further aggravates my peace of mind .
There is no simple way or answer most of the time .
Every one has their own perspective and will come to their own conclusions !
The news medis will have their perspective . It that the final truth or answer ?
Take care.
Love. Amar.

Who or How do We Judge Anything In Life ?

Who or How We Cannot Judge Anything In Life ?

Judgement seems so natural to us in life .

We so easily  go about throwing our judgement at everything as though we know the whole story or the truth or reality .

In a complex system where there is no beginning or end , how can we judge ?

We all assume that we know and go about passing our opinion , advice or judgement .

What is happening now and what is going to happen in the next moment is not known to anyone .

If we can understand this mystery , we will be so much more peaceful , loving and gentle .

Life will become so much more pleasant !
Life is a hugely complex system where everything in interconnected in so many ways that it is not easy for us to comprehend .
Here is a short stories to illustrate my point :
1. A wise men who was a prime minister in an ancient court always expressed that whatever is happening in life is happening for the better . The king used to get annoyed and irritable.
This went on for some time .
One day the king accidentally cut his finger while sharping his arrow heads . He asked the minister if that was also for the better ? The prime minister replied that it was indeed for the better !
The king got very upset and called his guards to place the prime minister in prison . He , again asked the PM if that was good too ? The PM replied that that too was good.
The next day the king was going for a hunt into the forest. He went with his other friends and soldiers . While deep in the forest , the king got lost. While walking about and searching he was alone as he got separated from the rest of his people . In the same forest , there lived this wild cannibals who were also hunting for someone to eat. They managed to trap and catch the king. They had no idea of his kingly status nor were they bothered. Further , the king looked so juicy and well built. The cannibals were over joyed with their luck. They brought him to their village to cook and eat him .
However , before doing that , their medicine man always inspected the victim to see that it was worthy for their eating. The medicine man inspected the king and found that his finger tip was missing due to the cut he sustained while sharping his arrow heads. Immediately , the medicine man  told his people that the gods will not be happy with their catch as his body is not whole . They realised the king back! He was so relieved and joyed with his good fortune and the missing tip of the little finger.
He saw how he was saved because of that . He found his way to his palace and rushed to meet his wise prime minister . Getting him out of the prison he apologise and asked his PM how did he benefit from this incident ? The wise PM told the king that not for he being imprisoned , he would be eaten today as he was whole ! Then the king realised the wisdom of his wise PM .
This simple story illustrates how every event is interconnected and linked .
There are no isolated events in our life and Universe.
At some level we are all interlinked and connected.
We must understand the Oneness of all things . We are judging from a very limited and narrow perspective . We have no idea of the big picture .
When we can become aware of this reality or truth , we can accept everything happily .
Everything is unfolding for the better!
This vast Infinite Universe is always unfolding and expressing for the better .
Life and the Universe are One ! There is no separation . We have created such a belief and now are struggling in our separatedness .
Let go of the illusion of separation and enjoy the endless blessings of One and All .
Take care. Love . Amar.

Think Inclusive ! Don't Exclude Anything !

Think Inclusive ! Don't Exclude Anything !

There are 2 ways to be peaceful and contented .

Either I am all that is and nothing is excluded ! I Am complete ! So , there is nothing excluded and all is within me !

I am nothing ! Nothing belongs to me ! So , everything is here for me to use , enjoy and then just let go ! Even , my very body is given to me for my use !I am completely nothing !

Any other situation inbetween is going to create a sense of incompleteness ! A sense of lack !

Just watch around and you will see the great drama of struggling and atempting to complete our lack !

It can never ever be completed !! 

We are living in an infinite Universe !

All these sense of completeness or incompleteness are mental states ! Thoughts and feelings .

Have you seen that most people are always wanting more and more of this or that !

There is always a sense of lacking something or another !

Where is the lack ?!

Is it real or just imagination or thoughts ?

Which ever way you look at it , it does not matter !

The end is the same !

Struggle and do all sorts of games to create business empires , make billions , political power bases and other methods of reality games , only to leave them in mid way , as we pass on else where !

Don't get me wrong ! I am no Domesday coward ! Go for what please you , but, just keep remembering that nothing is going to go with you ! not even your own body !
Enjoy life to its max.
Take care.
Love. Amar.

Living life and loving it !

Living Life and Loving it !

I was just sitting and looking at the wall . The old paint work was fading and crumpling .

As I just stared at the wall , I could see faces emerging out of thin air !

My clever mind was creatively creating images infront of my eyes .

I am sure many of you have experienced what I am sharing .

At other times , as I am having a drink or eating , suddenly I am having a flash back of some past experience . Nothing very important or significant actual . Some scence that I lived some 30 or 40 years ago ! 

Many such very ordinary things fascinate me and keep me wondering or thinking .

At other times , out of no where , I feel very joyful , happy and blissful ! I have no idea why ?

It was as though some divine grace was just pouring from some paradise !
Life itself is just awesome and fascinating .
Just being aware of the many things that are always happening within me and with me .
My body is not just living , but it has it's own mind too !
Calling it my body too is not really that correct .
I don't have much control over it .
I am enjoying just being alife.
Getting up , moving my arms and legs , walking , running and doing endless activities are just awesome . Smelling , hearing ,  tasting and seeing are just so magical .
As most people have taken all this magical senses for granted , they have completely forgotten to appreciate them .
I am just enjoying being .
This beautiful feeling of being empty of purpose , drive to achieve is slowly fading away .
I am here just to be aware of everything .
A feeling of being connected and a gentle breeze of lovingness .
Love for no reason .
Living for no reason .
That to me is the ultimate joy and happiness.
Thank you for being patiently awaiting for my return.
Love you.
Amar.

Can I Really Help Anyone ?

Can I Really Help Anyone ?

Today , I want to share this topic with you .

Can I really help anyone ?

I have been in the helping business most of my life !

Added to that I have a personalty or character that simply goes out of the way to help or guide 

anyone .

After much thought , I think we really cannot help anyone !

Until and unless the people want to be helped or really want to change , we can do nothing .

Most people just become comfortable to sit around and enjoy the attention given to them .

They will go and attend some talks or go regularly to so called religious or spiritual talks .

They enjoy or feel good hearing those talks and look forward to more such talks !

They are not seriously listening to what is being expressed by those learned teachers .

If they are listening , then they are not making the needed effort to take some action .

We are all creatures of habits .

Further , we are addicted to certain patterns of behaving .

Both of these require some serious effort to change .

There are some beliefs that we have been holding for a long time , even if we are uncomfortable

with those beliefs .

It's about being comfortable in our comfort zone .

It's easy to go on living with the devil I know then go out looking for the unknown angel .

That is the way most of us are .

We keep repeating the same mistakes because we keep doing the same things or ways .

We have to get real if we really want to change for the better .

We simply cannot do the same things and expect change .

As strange as it may sound , people actually believe that they can change doing the same things !

Change must come from within !

One must feel the need to change .

It must mean something to them .

Otherwise it is just a futile exercise .

Just felt like sharing my thoughts today.

Take care. Love.

Amar.

Our Human Drama : The Craziest Game that we All are Trapped in !!

Our Human Drama : The Craziest Game that We All are Trapped in !

Imagine that you  are from another planet , Universe or Spiritual level where you are a spiritual entity visiting Earth to experience human beings ,their cultures , religions , races or everything about the human civilisation . 

You watch them and like some advanced anthropologist , are attempting to understand the humans . Just as we are attempting to understand apes , whales or dolphins or even ants !

Humans are all the same across the planet in spite of  the differences in skin colour  and other minor differences . One can even call the differences like a sub species of the same major species . 

The basic brain capacity or capabilities are about the same all over the world . In other words , humans are born at about the same level as any other child in any place on the planet . The physical bodies are all about the same . Given the chance , any child has the potential to be anyone . 

So , the basic physical bodies are not a problem or an issue any where on the planet .

The human species is governed or controlled by a very intricate and complicated device called , The Mind .

This mind is where all the drama is being created and played out .

This playing field is really very complex and fascinating . 

The program's and games are such that each new born is programmed by a group of care takers who have all the methodology inbuilt in their systems . The reality that is created is based in ideologies , thoughts , belief systems , emotions  and high levels of electro chemicals . 

When you are within this reality , you are so much of this world that you cannot even conceive anything beyond what is your world .

Your cultures , religions , values , beliefs and thoughts are all well programmed to make that as your reality .

In the past , as the cultures and tribes were separated , they saw that as the highest truth or reality .

Now , as we are getting closer in a globalised program , our differences and similarities are getting exposed . 

We can see many simple contradictions that don 't make much sense . We can see many beliefs  across the planet that were simply crazy or down right stupid . They were simply going on or forced upon people who had their own agenda or some other benefits . Child marriages , strange rituals of growing , religious rituals at every turn of our life for some unknown agenda to a controlling group. 

Women in India were forced to jump into burning fires after the death of their husbands ! 

Women in Europe were burnt  as witches by the then church . 

The patterns of behaviour of all humans across the planet over all the times is a most amazing and fascinating phenomenon that simply defies intelligent understanding !

We are all aware that as humans were are conscious and aware that we are born and then we can die due to a million causes or reasons anytime after that . There is simple no form of any protection for any human ! One could be anywhere on this planet and in any level of the social standing . 

This life and death of our species is enough to make life uncertain and unpredictable . 

We almost all either deny or push this reality aside and cover it with all sorts of counter beliefs and have created a fabulous after word belief .

In the name of beliefs , ideologies and cultures , we have gone further to entrap ourselves over and further into this maze of total confusion and craziness . 

We create wars with a flip of a coin even to this day and give all sorts of legal or legitimate  stamp .

We have this rights and that rights of everyone until we have totally confused all issues .

We have a council of nations yet some have more power and rights then others !

The Geo Political issues are such a pile of confusion .

It all appears like a field day of conspiracy theories .
I will end my writing to this amazing human drama .
Take care. Love.
Amar.

Our Importance is Self Created

Our Importance is Self Created !

Have you ever thought of this possibility that whatever we all think is importance is only at the level of our  own tribe , family , race or nation .

Does it matter to a hungry lion to be selective in choosing  some animal or human to consume  ?

Will a hungry lion leave the ruler of the nation or tribe and go for the common person ?

Of course , it sounds crazy to have such thoughts .
For a hungry lion , it just wants to eat !
Be it a poor deer , a wildebeest or some poor human at the wrong place at the wrong time .
Does it matter who ?
You may be a king of some nation on a tour or a poor cowherd from the local tribes .
To a lion it simply does not matter .
There goes our self importance .
Let's go smaller and see what happens .
To a mosquito , it is the same story.
A female mosquito just needs blood from any human . It is not selective who that person may be .
Let's go even smaller and see how important we are .
A bacteria or a virus too is not selective of the person it chooses.
Even at the level of humans , our importance is relative !
My mother is really very important to me . Do you feel the same sense of importance if you knew her as a woman living in your neighbourhood ? Most unlikely .
So , if we go by this kind of reasoning , we soon can come to the conclusion that all importance is self created.
Your religion is important to you . Your nation is important to you .
My this or that is important to me . That too goes on changing from time to time .
Nothing is really important permanently .
Time and place will and can change that always .
Some event or person is very important to a certain group of people and not important to others .
Eventually all importance is relative in time and place.
We sometimes over grandiose this self importance .
Ethno-centric is a word where we think and feel we are the centre of the Universe .

People , religions and nations all have this tendency towards self importance .
It is a human trait .
Nothing more and nothing less !
Will end for today. Take care.
Amar.

Some Reflections on Life and Living !

Some Reflections on Life and Living !

It had been raining for most part of the night . 

Every now and then the loud thunder kept announcing that it is going to unload the water from those dark clouds that were full of water !

The lightening , light , thunder and the rain all has it's own language !

I enjoy the pat , pat on the roof as the rain come down .

The sound of the rain , the cool room and my warm bed is just the right composition for a wonderful sleep !

Sometimes the rain is so heavy that I keep wondering how the clouds can store so much of water !

When I let curiosity and wonder walk me through things , I am always amazed by everything !

When we stop wondering or getting fascinated with everything around , then we have become robots and moving in life in auto mode !

The child in us is what gives joy and colour to life .

The adult in me is good as a functional part.

There is a parent or social principal that keeps reminding me what is right or appropriate in my living .

Life is wonderful when we can understand and realise that we are all of the above and much more !
We play many roles in our life time .
All are fun and can be funny too when you are aware of your true nature .
In life we are so focused in all sorts of identities , roles , forms , ideas , beliefs and concepts that they have totally become our reality . We simply cannot see beyond that .
Yet , we all can see that all the above are ever changing entities that are temporary and will not last too long .
If we are able to sit back and think , we become aware that there is something within us that is not changing !
This changeless aspect that is within us is always aware of all that is going on in our form .
It is witness to all yet prefers to remain in the background .
Life and living becomes fascinating and a real challenging adventure to explore who or what we really are !
It is so much easier to go outwards in the world . go fishing , climb mountains , swimming , rock climbing or driving fast cars , making all the money or even enjoying relationships .
They are constantly changing and will not last .
There is the inner Self that is waiting to be explored !
The inner world is a Universe in it Self .

Invest in Yourself .

What I mean by that statement is that I like to keep some time for myself .
Just sitting quietly . Going for walks .
Time to reflect . Read and think . Wonder and ponder .
Watch people . Like to see what they are doing .
Sitting still . Exercises , Rest .
Basically just to have time for myself .
If I don't take time for myself , what a strange thing that I am busy wanting to know people and other things and yet have so little information about my own thinking or feeling . I don't know myself but am busy wanting to know everything else !
I want to know why I think or feel like I do .
So , I really feel that I need to invest space and time for my inner self .
The more I do this , the more I feel and understand human nature better .
I have come to realise that most humans are trapped  in their minds .
They are victims of their own beliefs , concepts , ideas and thoughts !
Without being aware they are going to keep living their whole life in that drama !
Addicted to silly and destructive habits that is going to destroy them !
I see this daily in every form .
From Geo political to petty and trivial  issues that are destroying most humans .
Very sad and indeed soul crunching !
This will do for now .
Take care. Love.
Amar.

Can Anyone Really Know You ?

Can Anyone Really Know You ?

It may seem rather strange or even funny that I should ask such a question !

Of course , there are many people who know me and I too know many , you may argue .

You may continue saying that your close family members , mother , father and brothers or sister do know you and you too know them .

Really ?

Yes , they do know your behaviours , habits or some other patterns of doing things .

Have you ever felt that at a deeper level nobody really understands you ?

There are some thoughts or feelings that nobody knows and you too are unable to express that to others .

Besides your name , outer or external appearances there is an aspect of you that is very personal and also very private .

We can go into how is that or why is that later .

First we have to establish if that is true in your life experience ?

Are there times when you are lost in your own private and personal thoughts ?

All others around have no clue or idea what is going on inside you ?

You have gone into your own personal world .

Who are you there ?

Are you someone's father , husband , brother or son in that private and personal thoughts ?

I realise and experience that in those times I am just ' me ' ! 

I am ' me ' without any label , position or even body !

When I become that me in those private times , I am without any form !

I or me just have those feelings and thoughts but seem to go beyond my worldly form !

Sometimes , I am brought back to the world of my normal label by someone who will suddenly ask me where were you or are you ?!

I am shocked out from the real me ! 

I may give some flimsy excuse or reason that I was day dreaming or tired .

Who or what were you in those moments ?
Just sit with that thought , feeling or more appropriately awareness .
Explore and expand on that sense of awareness .
Once you can see and understand more of yourself , you will then become more settled and peaceful .
All our relationships here are attached to our physical body and as the body keeps changing , the relationships to keep changing or expanding !
When you become aware of yourself beyond or above your physical nature , then you see your life from a very different perspective .
I will stop here as I want you to just sit with this thought .
See if it makes any sense to you . If you are unable to see what I am expressing , it is also fine .
If you can see or feel what I express , then you have opened another door of perception !
Now you can explore the new opening .
With that I will leave you.
Take care. Love.
Amar.

A Day After I Am No More !

A Day After I Am No More !

It is a beautiful day ! The sunrise was just splendid ! No a cloud in the sky !

The grass was still wet after last nights rain . Some water was still seen in small pools here and there .

A few early birds were hoping from branch to branch looking for something to eat .

It could not have been a better day !

But , I am no more !! 

No more in the sense of being in the body and being labeled alife by the people of this planet !

I am officially dead !! Over , gone , history , game over !

My dead body was lying very peacefully and in fact looked relieved !

People sat around and appeared fine too ! Some closed relatives were seen wiping their tears !

They were doing things as all such rituals required .

I could see that that while they were sitting near my body , their thoughts were elsewhere !!

Some were thinking that after attending to my death , they need to go see their clients , friends , play golf and then have an evening date ! Others had other thoughts ! Some even felt that my passing away had disrupted their good life ! They had to rush from their work and others from their leisure !

All in all , it was a wonderful venture, watching the drama being played out !

All the people were so wrapped in their life and living that my death was just a very small interval in their living !

Nobody was sitting down and thinking or wondering that this could happen to them to !!

They too will have to die just like I was dead !

That is the truth , my dear friends !

That very afternoon , my body was taken for cremation !

No more fire wood , ghee or a few special pieces of Chandan wood that will smell good !

Nothing of that sort !

My body was pushed into an electric oven to burn away into ash !

That is the end of that body that I was dragging around for my time on planet Earth !

The body that kept changing and letting me enjoy live in all the different phases of my live !

Enjoying my infancy , childhood , teen years , adult hood and finally being old !

It was so much of fun !

As to the people and life on Earth , it was going as before !

Made no difference at all !

That is how life is and how it will end !

All the fuss , dramas and the ego trips have gone !

The curtain is down !

Amar , Dr. Amarjit , son , father , grand something to some , friend , teacher , so much to so many and yet now just a fading memory left !

That is the end !

Good bye !

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